Thursday, February 10, 2011
Well so much for my winter battle plan...
I didn't follow through, I haven't been outdoors & active, I haven't read much, & I have a full-blown case of The Februaries. It's kind of hard for me to gush about positive, feel-good nonsense like I usually do when I feel a bit like a walking zombie. And I'm angry. At everything. And everyone.
But that's just February talking.
I know I'm just going through my Seasonally Affective Disorder (whose idea was it to make seasonal depression the acronym SAD anyway? rub it in, jerk...) I need a vitamin-D infusion stat. Jen & I have taken to making the finger-talking gesture from "the shining" whenever we realize what we're saying isn't really us, it's February talking. That helps. Make the distinction that I'm not really this much of a bitch, I just need sunshine.
So part of me wants to say "Welp, don't expect any great writing from this girl anytime soon. Deal with it." & just wallow in February. The other part of me is trying to escape & be happy because I have no real reason to be sad. I guess if I'm picking sides I should go with the happy one. I guess. So I just need to find something, ANYTHING to make me happy at this point. These are a start...
Posted by Lauren at 2/10/2011